I’ve been addicted to porn for a few years now. I guess it was caused by this lack of love I’ve felt since I was really little. My dad used to beat me and my mother, and my sisters. When I was eleven, my sister who’s closer in age to me, and I started having sex to block out this pain. And I mean we did it all the time. I regret it now. Then she got older, and we stoped having sex. I turned to masturbation, that led to pornography. It’s really, really to do it, but it doesn’t fill the void. I’ve turned to God, and I gave up masturbation for a while, but that didn’t last, as soon as the world caught up with me again, I went back to it. Before I wrote this I was watching porn, and masturbating to it. I want to stop, I really, really want to stop this.~ Gene Adam
Hi Gene,
Hate to hear about all of this. I battle sexual sin as well – one helpful resource I use is the Way of Purity course at settingcaptivesfree.com — it is biblically based and not a 12 step program. It is a 60 day interactive course that will give you much hope.
CIJ
Its been really hard, but totally worth it. I find that singing a hymn or going outside and playing sports or just running can stop the thought. Like I said, it is hard but it inly gets better.
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Gene Adam
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I’ve been addicted to porn for a few years now. I guess it was caused by this lack of love I’ve felt since I was really little. My dad used to beat me and my mother, and my sisters. When I was eleven, my sister who’s closer in age to me, and I started having sex to block out this pain. And I mean we did it all the time. I regret it now. Then she got older, and we stoped having sex. I turned to masturbation, that led to pornography. It’s really, really to do it, but it doesn’t fill the void. I’ve turned to God, and I gave up masturbation for a while, but that didn’t last, as soon as the world caught up with me again, I went back to it. Before I wrote this I was watching porn, and masturbating to it. I want to stop, I really, really want to stop this.~ Gene Adam
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Tim
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Hi Gene,
Hate to hear about all of this. I battle sexual sin as well – one helpful resource I use is the Way of Purity course at settingcaptivesfree.com — it is biblically based and not a 12 step program. It is a 60 day interactive course that will give you much hope.
CIJ
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KC
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Its been really hard, but totally worth it. I find that singing a hymn or going outside and playing sports or just running can stop the thought. Like I said, it is hard but it inly gets better.
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